hi,the best man in the world
please come and hug me.please come kiss my tears.I hate what I did.I am the most stupid girl in the world.how unlucky you are...I am always here for you.what ever you have done.I met alot of guys here but I dont wanna lose you.do you wish to lose your stupid naznazi?sorry I tried alot to forget you but I cant,almost 5 months now.if I make sure we will never talk again I will go,somewhere that I can be with you and see you.ghosts can ,I heard .well of course if in the other world God does not keep me away from you,and start the nationality issue just like people.

but you be safe and happy always.dont worry you are rich.think about how blessed you are now.because things are not as they appear to be.you may have a better life from now on.who knows?

I hate that all the world is not a united country.

heartless home,
cold and blessed by gloom
no stars adorn the night.
you stucked and no way out
although i never came
but you, be the mountain of pain
bear it all ,and be a man

I wish you could one day read this